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I’ve never been able to sexually satisfy any girl but my wife married me anyway. She told me many times it didn’t matter to her but it still bothered me that after we made love, she masturbated to cum. Once when I was depressed I told her that she could go out and have sex with another man if she wanted. She told me that would not be a good idea because she was sure if she did it once, she’d want to do it again and again.
Many months later she went out with one of her friends and came home really late. I got too tired to wait for her and went to bed. When she got home she was more intoxicated than usual and made enough noise that it woke me up. She changed into her nightgown and came to bed. As soon as she did, I knew she’d done it. She smelled of smoke and alcohol and sex.
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She asked me not to be angry at her. She didn’t mean for it to happen. They were out dancing and two men joined them and bought them drinks and her girlfriend said she was going home with the man she’d been dancing with and asked her to bring her man along and all four of them would go to her place. Once there, things got crazy and all four of them ended up in bed together with the girls making out back and forth with both men.
Her girlfriend didn’t last long because she got sick in the bathroom and passed out. My wife said she lost control of the situation and both men were kissing her and touching her and she ended up having unprotected sex with both. She wanted me to cuddle with her and I did. She kissed me a little and then gave me a blowjob. I wanted to ask her if she climaxed while having sex with them but she fell asleep before I could.
She was right about wanting to have sex with other men again and again. She did it once a week or so for months. Each time she’d come home and get in bed with me and tell me what she’d done. Sometimes she’d give me a blowjob, sometimes she’d give me a handjob. As weeks went on she suddenly stopped doing those things. Instead, she’d stroke my dick then move my hand over to my dick so I had to finish myself off while she continued telling me what she’d done.
One night she came to bed and told me we needed to talk. She’d found a man who was sexually satisfying her perfectly. He made her promise to stop having sex with other men, including me and that was why she wasn’t even giving me hand jobs any more. I told her I understood. She said there was more. He was married and had been taking her to a motel to have sex but he’d just told her that from now on, they would be having sex in our house.
From the first time he came over, he told me I had to watch them. My favorite positions are those where I don’t see her face or his face. At first I liked watching them having sex but now I don’t. I feel so helpless.